Who's the Poet in your life?

Confession!

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 19:39:54 -0500

An open letter to those that say,“we need leaders, not readers”

Psst…. Hey listen up. They say confession is good for the soul. Ok…here goes.

I’ve been cheating on my book. I know that sounds terrible. Oh, don’t look at me that way, like you haven’t done the same, or thought about it. I know, I know…like right now, I should be writing on my book, but I’m writing this to you. Sometimes…I just need to take a break…you know how it is…get out and see what other writers are writing about, find a little creative inspiration. I can’t say I won’t do it again. You see I’m a poly bibliophile. Right now I’m juggling 5 other books. I can’t help it; I’m a sucker for a hot book cover and a catchy title. Especially those tell-all autobiographies and historical novels! Oh, and I can’t leave out the inspiration and political books either. I’m weak. I admit it. I try to stay away from the ‘em but even the supermarkets carry them now!

It’s a little easier now that so many bookstores and libraries have closed. I guess those in the “know”, those folks who say we don’t need readers we need leaders”, are trying to keep the youth of America from this dangerous addiction of mine aka LOR syndrome. What is LOR you ask? Oh I’m sorry, thought you knew, it means Love Of Reading. There’s nothing like breathing in that musky smell of old books, newspapers and magazines in a used bookstore or the library archives. It’s enough to get you intoxicated. Unfortunately that’s a high that too many of our youth will never know as more and more small independent booksellers that have been open for years close down. Yes you never know what LOR might lead to…how about being a creative, critical thinker and innovator. Nope those in the “know” can’t have that, so they say… “Just Say No To Books!” Keep Books Out of the Hands of Children!” I hear some schools are doing a pretty good job of that. Why some even have a list of “banned” books. Imagine that. Imagine, short for imagination. One of the most powerful and dangerous acts to those in the “know” kind of folk, ‘cause we might just imagine and create a new future, a new possibility and way of being in the world that’s more balanced, equitable, sane and creative.

Well for me, Shh…don’t tell anybody, but I’ll be good for a week or so, then before you know it I’m sneaking into my local neighborhood bookstore for that art book on sale (there’s still a few local independent bookstores around you know, so please support them). There’s an old saying when one door closes another opens. With all these Kindles, Nooks and such just imagine how many books the youth can read; they’ll have LOR syndrome in no time. I for one certainly hope they do catch it. Imagine that!

Written in homage to The Aquarian Bookstore, Midnight Special Bookstore, The Bodhi Tree Bookstore, The Gingko Tree Bookstore, Eso Won Bookstore, Marcus Books, An Acre of Books, Sisterhood Bookstore, and the Altadena Library.

“If Jim Morrison and Gil Scott-Heron had a son, his name...

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 17:42:00 -0500

“If Jim Morrison and Gil Scott-Heron had a son, his name would be Carl Hancock Rux.” —Time Out NY

The poets in Carl’s life: “There are thousands of poets in my life, but three that I can think I cannot live without (and whose work I find myself constantly returning to ) are Li Young Lee, Breyten Breytenbach, and Derek Walcott—particularly because of their ability to illustrate the conceptual and pictorial realms of poetry as biography, as memoir, as theater, as historical narrative…and political essay.”

People Are Strange - The Doors

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 17:36:00 -0500

People are strange when you’re a stranger
Faces look ugly when you’re alone…

These lyrics haunted me when I was in High School in 1969. Of course it is ironic that they were written by Bruins. I came to realize back then that poetry existed everywhere…

I cannot say that she's a fool!

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 17:31:08 -0500

I cannot say that she’s a fool!

For wanting me to fit a mold

Marry a man and bear his kids

I use to ridicule her life

Questioned her every thought

Did not agree with her demeanor

Of gentleness and quiet words

My goal was to be her opposite

A woman that no man could control

Much less an alcoholic

Wanted her to leave his ass

To prove to me she was not weak

Today I stand before her feet

With open arms and gleeful tears

She is the one I want to be

A patient lady at the store

It is to her I owe my life

1980s Wellesley College poets: Ferry, Polito, Bidart and Gold

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 17:30:48 -0500

I’ve been reminded lately of how lucky I was to be an undergraduate at Wellesley College in the 1980s. English faculty included Robert Polito (just appointed the next Director of the Poetry Foundation whose latest collection HOLLYWOOD & GOD is utterly stunning), David Ferry (BEWILDERMENT: NEW POEMS AND TRANSLATIONS just won a National Book Award), Frank Bidart (another national treasure who has a new collection soon forthcoming) and Arthur Gold (whose poems are included in David Ferry’s latest collection).

These are poets who have changed my life and sensibility, and for whom I feel blessed.

Sunday Last, M.K. Smyth

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 17:30:17 -0500

What was I thinking that Sunday in a dream when my son, a baby bull, careened into my morning pillow, my head still where I had left it? A great day for a walk maybe? Maybe go to church, get right with the Lord. Stop resisting my interlocutor husband who takes a stand for churching me, my wetlands thinking that maybe God can come to me for a change, that I should stop myself from thinking altogether. That going back to the beginning kind of thinking trying to reinvent the start only leads to trouble. That, really, I was hoping to avoid God today, this, about my being so mad at the Almighty’s lack of care with us, me, you, him, him, Him. Him delivering me such a hurt boy when all I wanted was a few Band-Aids and a joy kind of kid. The trouble with more. While nearby my small son sits coke-twitching watching a stream of YouTube videos. Train crossings, bells, gates coming down, stuff he’s seen before. Train spotter porn.

That my son speaks in burst hellos to strangers on climbing hikes, his hand flagging folks down to pet their dog before asking, then fast bends to a paper crumple at the word, “No,” has got to be a talent somewhere.

Adopted or not, five-year-old eyes can furrow as deep as fifty.

Mom, lets have a picnic in your car. I want to play my CDs, ‘drive’ and push your buttons.

All right.

Though you can do that from here, I think, but I bite. Maybe I can multi-task, read, write and block out the sound of his ‘Daylight Limited,’ tape when all I want today is to have my coffee alone in the woods and not hear giddy songs or the kitchen backstory of the bagel tug of war. Who will get the only chocolate chip bagel?

But, I’m a giver, I think, as I wonder if I can fit my body into my coffee cup, if a cup’s too deep for an ego to swim and still hold on, too shallow for a body already drowned to re-drown before the credits part of the movie start to roll. I then think of the high up amber tear that won’t fall from the just trimmed pine at the top of the drive. A honey limb sore spot on too soft tree that takes me down. I rub my arm. Another sucker puss I must pass whose arms and legs are too amputated, too stupid now for crying in reverse hellos, a stick sitting in dirt in suspended animation until next fall. Whatever. Mama’s on her way, son. Mama’s almost there.

Have You Ever Seen a Tragedy Right Before Your Eyes?

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 17:28:56 -0500

Have you ever seen a tragedy right before your eyes?
Well, I have.
But my eyes are the light that shine through the darkness
So they kept right on lookin’.

Have you ever dusted those pretty wings off and tried to fly?
Well, I have and I didn’t make it but two feet off the ground
But my wings are filled with the strength of the holiest angel
So they kept right on flappin’.

Ever went through somethin’ that made you feel like you were gonna die?
Well, I did.
But I’m still right here.
The life in my heart is as strong as all the world’s doom
So it keeps right on beatin’.

Late nights

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 17:28:38 -0500

2 am,
sitting alone
at the coffee-table,
in the dark,
writing, and
aching
for you,
while you are
asleep
in your own bed,
far from here,
dreaming of
someone else.

Cynthia Dewi Oka

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 17:28:14 -0500

Cynthia is, quite literally, the poet in my life, as last fall I had the pleasure of helping to publish her first collection of poems. Here’s an excerpt from “Amulet,” a poem she published in Briarpatch Magazine:

when time is army marshalled
against you starved and alone

I write in celebration your survival
each molecule of courage you collect
sunrise and sundown.

when you cannot move with the music
laughter blade in your belly

I write in celebration your strength
mourning self and body
no longer answering you.

CHEERS

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 17:19:54 -0500

Cheers

In a town “where everybody knows your name”,

how can anyone keep a secret?

L’chaim!

bitter

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 17:19:39 -0500

Safehouses after Manuel Puig

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 17:19:34 -0500

Ephemeral

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 17:19:14 -0500

Ephemeral

A vision afar.

Like the shallows of the ocean, it billows by the moment.

A black cloak embellished with the finest diamonds.

Delicately grazing the floor, it sweeps the coarse surroundings to softness.

Imperfections are concealed and the ordinary seems extraordinary.

Hugging each curve, shadows appear at it’s every turn.

Gracefully spinning around me it slowly catches fire.

Burning gold, it’s darkness is engulfed by color.

An ephemeral painting it continues to spin ‘til the the flames reach her crimson lips.

Her diamonds are gone along with her cloak, slowly transforming the beauty that was.

Yet beneath the cloak lay something more alluring.

Exposed. She blushes.

And silently, she slips away.

Who Are You?

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 17:19:10 -0500

Who are you?

Your heart hums a song like mine
And our worlds are both bounded by time

Close your eyes and what do you see
No light and darkness like me

Our hands meet after a subtle collide
Still, there exists a hint of divide

On the surface it’s beauty and bliss
But we’re diving into an abyss

Can we climb back together as one
Or wipe our hands and say that it’s done.

Lost in this quandary of pride
Let’s brush the anger and battles aside

IMMIGRANTS

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 17:19:02 -0500

the immigrants have landed again,

in a time searching to long-ago asked questions,

swapping stories bathed in the glow of the eternal light,

recipes for okra,

dybbuks await me at every turn,

clouds move in,

as if being choreographed,

der emes der besten lign—the truth is the bet lie.

time freezes,

in a location,

where cotton sings its sorrowful songs,

but them that sings them,

sing loud and long,

the gin weaves broken dreams of yesterday.

Fragile

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 17:18:53 -0500

Fragile

The acquaintance and progression of a talent

Takes many turns.

It must be nurtured by the self

As no one else really knows it is there.

If it waits to develop, it changes.

A swerve can dislocate; ideas and notations lost,

The dawn of each new day brings it’s own

Information to the soil of hidden dimensions

Lawrence Ferlinghetti

Thu, 10 Jan 2013 21:58:55 -0500

Interviewed in Interview

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By Amy Lowell

Brighter than fireflies upon the Uji River

Are your words in the dark, Beloved.

A Thanksgiving Poem

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 16:48:00 -0500

Butter by Elizabeth Alexander

when I get home hello, dear one — how was your day? in summer light streams through the...

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 16:42:00 -0500

when I get home

hello, dear one — how was your day?

in summer

light streams through the picture window

orange blossoms like snow on the trees

hello, dear one

in the fall and winter

dark when I come home

but a rush of love and fur at the door

a scratchy beard

warm noses push into cold hands

love and life in our valley box.

hello, dear ones

it’s good to be home.